We all come with baggages... whether its good or bad, depends on how we view those baggages. Most of the time, those baggages, we either inherit it or we simply collect it along the way... and our baggages are always something so personal. Something that happened to us which involved people we love the most...especially our family, our parents.
One of the baggages that i've been carrying my entire life has always been you. How i used to looked up on you for being the hero in my life, how my trust was crushed in seconds, how my love faded bit by bit, how i've struggled and am still struggling to achieve one success after the other just so you appreciate and notice my existence, how i try my very best not to push you aside or resent you when things doesn't happen the way i wanted/planned, how i try to forgive and forget yet failed, how i try to open my heart and place you there... the list is endless.
I guess things will not change, it's not fair for me to expect you to change or to demand changes. At the end of the day, so much energy is wasted for nothing, for things that may not happened or materialized. Therefore, i have to change and make the changes that i want. As Gandhi once said...you have to be the change that you want to see...
so i tell myself...grow up!!!! Don't expect changes to happen just because you want it that way...Make the change!!! Be the change....and maybe, just maybe... change will happen...one way or the other...
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