i was 14 and was in school when i first noticed you. I lied...i have noticed you since i started secondary school and people were just talking about you and your ways. they would make small remarks of what a nice person your are, how you have your ways in handling things at work and how easy it is to talk to you.
we never spoke except for the usual greetings whenever we bumped into each other...then you were assigned to me...i started to work harder, making sure that i submitted my work on time, making sure that i do extremely well for you papers, all these i did it just to gain your attention. yes i was intrigued by you. i used to think that your had cast a spell on me for i look forward to come to school, looking for you and have small conversations with you....then things were bad for me...
i was in some sort of emotional limbo, everything was wrong in my life that i find it hard to continue living...i was surprised that you noticed the change in me and took it as your responsiblity to help me out in any ways that was possible....for that, i truly appreciate it till now. you were there for a shoulder to cry on, for an ear to listen to my thoughts, my anger and my frustration....you were there to guide me and make sure i don't lose the battle with my emotions. because of the things that you did for me...i somehow grew to feel for you...i grew to be fond of you and felt that i needed to work hard so that i do not fail you.
my mind and heart were playing with me but you stood firm and kept me grounded. but till now i have never forgotten you, your smile, your guidance, your support and presence in my life....thank you for being there when i was at my most vulnerable state of mind...growing up was tough and challenging but you were there to guide me and show me the paths that i should choose.... thank you.
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