If there is ever anything that i could do... It would be me standing next to you... So that you can lean on me anytime you need to...

At this moment, being away from you... doesn't hurt that much. Of course i think of you and i miss you... but it is more bearable nowadays. I tease you, I pick on you... only because my insecurities have the better of me...

I tell myself not to let myself go too much for you. But you have your ways to make me fall for you and you don't even realise it... then again maybe you do know why you are doing this... I could be the foolish one...

Every second... every minute... every hour and every day that we spent together... You make me fall for you... My being now is the result of your creation and moulding... this is a scary bit that is beyond my comprehension...

I am scared for you are totally aware of the game being played now and I am an amateur... 

I am scared for you are totally in control and I let you control me...

I am scared for you make me this way... with your sparkling eyes... gentle voice... soft touches... 

I am possessed by you...

I am scared because this is a game i know too well and lose all the time...

You don't complete me

You don't have me

You don't own me

You don't own me

Yet... I find that my every movement is determine by you... Is based to your likings and I am scared...

For this is a story with no sweet ending... for you control my being... 

I am scared...