i am amazed with the way i look at things and my surroundings of late... it's like having a different set of eyes and seeing things for the first time... it seems more appealing now and more positive...

it feels like i'm discovering new things for the first time in my life and i care less of the root of these discoveries... has my life changed? i do not think so... i've been asked whether i'm high on drugs or whether i am in love... and the answer to both questions is NO...

may be i have finally accept things the way they are and realise that in certain situations... if you can't beat them, join them. but this does not mean that i have given up, i just couldn't care anymore...

because of this, my chest feels lighter, my shoulders are burdenless, my head feels lighter and i feel great... i have never felt this way before and it feels so bloody liberating :)

by the way, london is not a boring place, for london has everything that life has to offer... be there with me and you will re-discover London and shall realise why i am in love with London. others have jumped the ship, it's your turn next ;)