ON...AGONY

u called this morning and though we spoke and i was concern with your situation, somehow or rather it was not the call that i was hoping to received.

i hate this feeling for it is impossible to expect something that i know can never be possible. it is so far-fetched that i feel hurt...is it possible to feel hurt when the intention was not there in the beginning? i wish it is simpler...for should i distant myself, it will be noticed by all...

or this could just be me and my pms....hormone disorder that no scientific reasoning can uncover... i hate this feeling...