I' ve been thinking... that sometimes things are best left open for all to hear, see and deliberate. But i wonder whether that is the best option. Maybe certain things should just be between you and me... for so many reasons i have alot to say to you. My heart wants to let go and let the whole world know but my mind is telling me the opposite.

I have always done things according to what my heart decides but in extreme cases, i do let my mind have the last say...and because of that i tend to micro-manage....oh how i wish things and expectations can be simpler and easy... how i wish that my brain stops working and just allow my heart to go with the flow...

my mind knows better than my heart but then it always leaves me aching....and i will dwell into sorrowness because my heart can never push my mind away... my heart is inferior and intimidated by my mind....

i'm dying inside....it's painful....somebody please save me!!!!