i can fall for you so easily

yes, you... you there

your voice puts a smile on me

your presence lightens my world

yet before i could fall for you

you tore my soul apart

it hurts so bad

that i wished you never walked into my life

i could love you without much persuasion

yes, you... i'm talking about you

when our eyes met, my heart skipped a beat

when you smile, my heart melts away

yet you are so out of my league

so not within my grasp

so near yet so far away

so impossible i must say

~ 04102010 ~

i have had enough

of your excuses and lies

of the hypocrisies that surround you

i have had enough

i will not remove you from my life

from my thoughts, my heart and soul

not because i still yearn for you

not because i want you back

i will let nature takes its course

to let you go slowly and painfully

to let you fade with all the memories

i will suffer but i will get better

~ 04102010 ~

as daylight dissapears

darkness becomes my loyal companion

the aching and pain induced

has yet to heal though time has past

how is it possible?

for one to betray and inflict hurt?

how is it even possible?

for life to go on when you can't feel anymore

you still exists and it hurts deeply

the sight of you causes anger to emerge

nothing matters anymore

for there's nothing to feel anymore

hurt has turned to hate

love has turned to lust

laughter has turned to tears

there's nothing to feel anymore

~ 20082010 ~

i am not the person who can promise the world for you

i would not even promise that we will be happy ever after

nor would i promise that we will never fight or hurt each other

i would not promise that i will never make you cry or be heartbroken

and i would not promise that i will never leave you

i will however promise that...

i will appreciate and cherish your presence in my life

i will do my utmost to make you laugh and cry happy tears only

i will be sensitive of your thoughts and feelings

and when things really do get tough on us, i promise you that i will look back at the memories that we shared and look forward to more memories between us and i will love you forever till death do us part