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I'm over the top...it's like dejavu...the very fact you called right after my below entry and asked about me and my being, thank you!!! Your call, your voice and your love made my day...I'm beaming!!!!

 

It made me feel that I was a total freak for being paranoid when you didn't answer my call nor my texts. I actually thought that you were avoiding me...then again why would you? I was thinking that maybe, just maybe you ARE in town yet you didn't bother to tell me or contact me... aaarrrggghhhh I went beserk in trying to figure things out!!!!

I almost cried when you called my mobile and felt ashamed when I saw that you called from work. To think how paranoid I was over this matter, i should just shoot myself like figuratively :)

 

Sorry for doubting you...yes, I should know better. Nope, I can't promise NOT to do it again...hehehehehe...naughty me!!!

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

~CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU - BARRY MANILOW~ 

Words came to me that you might be in town. Called you several times on your mobiles yesterday yet you didn't pick-up. I even texted you still, no reply. Are you here? Want to meet-up? Let me know as I always have the time for you. 

Absence makes the heart grow fonder but if you are in town, even for a short time, i hope that we could meet. I just want to see you. You know where I am, you know what to do.

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in my heart
Is not in your head
Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late
And you weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken (heartbroken)
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away


You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

You'll Have to cry me out
You'll Have to cry me out 

~CRY ME OUT - PIXIE LOTT~ 

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

~I NEVER TOLD YOU - COLBIE CAILLAT~