i know that i said i feel numb yesterday....it's bugging me sub-conscientiously coz i'm having difficulties to sleep in peace...the dreams that i had..the waking up in the middle of the nights...it's not good for me...it's taking a toll out of me...

slowly but surely i think i am letting you to possess me...and the funny thing is...i am just an invisible shadow that follows u around...maybe u noticed me but you dont feel my presence...coz you dont need me...and i am hurting because of this...i am hurting...and i am numb...

stay away!!!! please...just stay away from me...!!! 

 

Maybe...just maybe it's true when they say... if you love someone let the person go..for if he/she comes back...then maybe you are meant to be together...

i can understand that now...absence makes the heart grow fonder...then again...i could read all the signals wrongly!!! mmmmmm....

I really really want something soooo bad ... but i can't have it... not in this lifetime, i guess

Because of this i am hurting soooooooo much ... that i feel numb... all over me..

i feel nothing...because i can't get what i want....mmmm d story of my life...