I'm thinking here...why does love always feel like a battlefield??? i was expecting to hear the words "...finally!!! hallelujah!!!!..." but what i heard instead were words totally unexpected....
i remembered the times when people were pushing for me to decide and get it over with but now what they want me to do is to reconsider and move on....totally unexpected....i'm weighing the outcomes...whether it will be good or bad...because as always i do not jump before i look....
i know and i am totally aware of what the worst can be...maybe i am ready to face the obstacles and challenges in the future....u may say it's crap but i am one tough cookie!!!!! maybe this is what i want ... have you ever thought of that? About what i want?
I am crying inside....nobody knows it not even you...as i drove home last night in the rain...tears were running down my cheeks...i cried yet i wasn't even thinking of you...i cried because i did not get the support i was counting for... not fro you...or you....or even you...
When all that matters the most is your support...for you to be there when my life is falling because of the bad choices i made...for your to lend your shoulder for me to cry on...for you to wipe my tears and hear out my notes of frustration and disappointments....i cried...
i remembered the times when people were pushing for me to decide and get it over with but now what they want me to do is to reconsider and move on....totally unexpected....i'm weighing the outcomes...whether it will be good or bad...because as always i do not jump before i look....
i know and i am totally aware of what the worst can be...maybe i am ready to face the obstacles and challenges in the future....u may say it's crap but i am one tough cookie!!!!! maybe this is what i want ... have you ever thought of that? About what i want?
I am crying inside....nobody knows it not even you...as i drove home last night in the rain...tears were running down my cheeks...i cried yet i wasn't even thinking of you...i cried because i did not get the support i was counting for... not fro you...or you....or even you...
When all that matters the most is your support...for you to be there when my life is falling because of the bad choices i made...for your to lend your shoulder for me to cry on...for you to wipe my tears and hear out my notes of frustration and disappointments....i cried...
I love the way you're breaking my heart
It's terribly, terribly, terribly, terribly thrilling
I love the way you're breaking my heart
Although you're gonna ruin it
It's heaven while you're doin' it
I love the way I feel when we kiss
You're terribly, terribly, terribly irresistible
Sigh to me, and lie to me, you really know how
It's gonna hurt tomorrow, but it feels so good now
So darling, just keep playing your part
Take your time and really finish the things that you start
'Cause I love the way you're breaking my heart!
~ Peggy Lee ~
